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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 9:01:25 GMT -5
Melody was wandering through the manor and stopped at her half sisters room. She knew she had to talk to Kaelyn. She hadn't bothered to step foot in that room because it held too many memories for her. She knocked on the door "Kaelyn" she called softly as waited for her sister to answer.
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 9:22:44 GMT -5
Kaelyn was was sat on her bed, Her music book in front of her. It was all the songs that she had wrote. She sighed and played her guitar... and sang softly. "I am moving through the crowd
Trying to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away?
And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
and I tell myself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..
You are moving through the crowd
Trying to find yourself
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down?
And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
and invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..
Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains
No One, No One
Don't wanna be
No One
But me..
We are moving through the crowd..." As she finished singing she heard melody knock on her door and call out her name. "Doors open." She shouted. She ran her fingers across the strings gently - playing a few quiet notes. |
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 9:34:10 GMT -5
Melody entered her sisters room "that was wonderful" she said with a slight smile. "Kaelyn we need to talk, do you have a minute". "I'll understand if you don't want to talk to me" she mumbled under her breath as she started to miss Lilly and Linda.
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 9:40:17 GMT -5
"Thanks..." She said with a small smile. She put her guitar down beside her bed and closed her music book. She put it in her guitar case and closed the lid. Her music book was personal... She hadn't finished writing some of the songs in there and she didn't let anyone look in it. Not even Keira. "Sure... erm whats up?"
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 9:53:56 GMT -5
Melody sat on her sisters bed and sighed Kaelyn I know you probably don't care much for my dad and I'm sorry but isn't there something we can do to close this gap between us, its like we live on two totally different planets instead of in the same house. I Know you and Henry probably see me a just a pesky half sister that you can't get rid of, I know I'm not Linda and its not the same but can't we at least work a little harder at getting along"?
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 10:46:25 GMT -5
"Melody its not you I've got the problem with." She was convinced that Kyle was trying to replace her dad and no one could do that. She knew that she had been avoiding Melody, which she knew that she shouldn't have but she just didn't have that sister connection with Melody that she had, had with Linda. "Look... Melody. I'm sorry I haven't been the sister that you want and..... need. But I Will make an effort to at least get along."
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 11:22:05 GMT -5
"Thanks, I know I'm not Linda and I wouldn't try to replace her but I am your sister too and I do have feelings just like anyone else here. Why am I the one that is always avoided in this family"? "Sometimes I don't know why I even bother to fit in with this family".
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 11:35:39 GMT -5
"I know and I'm sorry. I've just been though a lot lately. I don't mean to avoid you." She sighed. She hadn't even been there for Henry. And she was the big sister, She should have been there for her brother and sister.... regradless. "And Henry will come round - its not you he's mad at."
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 11:42:15 GMT -5
"I know but it just seems like I don't even fit in here anymore. Every since the accident its as if I don't exist anymore I wish Lilly and Linda were here they were the only ones in this family that accepted me for who I was even when everyone else avoided me".
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 16:34:25 GMT -5
"You and me both." She said sadly. When Linda died it had felt like part of her had died with it. Linda and Kaelyn been identical - it felt like whenever someone looked at her, they didn't see her. They saw Linda and that was hard.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 16:59:13 GMT -5
"I think mom avoids me because me and Linda acted so much alike that every time she looks at me she sees Linda and she doesn't want to be reminded of it so she just avoids me altogether". "I wish I knew what I was doing wrong and why everyone keeps avoiding me". "Did I do something wrong, do I have some type of disease that I don't know anything about". "Kaelyn is that why every one avoids me because something is wrong with me"?
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 17:11:15 GMT -5
"If she was avoiding you because of that she would never speak to me... Me and Linda are.... were." she corrected herself. "Identical." She sad sadly. "Theres nothing wrong with you... people just..... need their space and time."
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 17, 2007 17:32:37 GMT -5
"She may speak to you but she avoids me as a matter of fact everyone avoids me". I know everyone needs space and time but people avoid me all the time, kinda makes me wonder am I invisible or something because it sure seems like I am". "Maybe I should check and see if I can move into a dorm at magic school, I'm sure no one would mind if I move there instead of staying here".
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Post by Kaelyn Halliwell on Jul 22, 2007 8:45:05 GMT -5
"Melody don't be stupid." Kaelyn said simply. "Every cares about you. Specifically mum. She's just been though a lot." She glanced at her when she said that she was going to see if she could get a dorm at magic school. "Mum will kill you. You know that I'm going to move out." Everyone knew how much Kaelyn wanted to move out. She had been planning it ever since she could walk.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 22, 2007 12:52:13 GMT -5
"I know you are moving out and I'm pretty sure mom and dad won't mind if I get a dorm at magic school. I'm sorry but thats just the way I feel. Maybe I can talk to my friend Katie and Jennifer and see if we can all get a dorm room together. I'm sure things will run a lot smoother without me here".
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