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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 6, 2007 8:00:53 GMT -5
Paige smiled at Kyle as he came over,''Hey hon,''she said but then saw him head off to Melody who Paige didn't noticed. Brushing her fingers through her hair she watched them with concern wondering what was up. Finally she got up and walked over to her daughter and husband. ''Melo, something wrong?''she smiled as if her realtionship with her daughter was normal. She even dared calling Melody the nickname she once gave her daughter when she was a baby. Nothing was well between them since Linda died. The truth was Kaelyn differed from Melody and Linda being a bit more of an indvidual like Paige. But Melody and Linda seemed softer on the side, atleast in appearance. They were so similar ever time Paige looked at her youngest she saw Linda.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 6, 2007 8:21:40 GMT -5
Melody looked up at her mom, her eyes still shining with unshed tears. "I'm fine" Melody said in a cheerful voice although she didn't feel cheerful at the moment as she sat back down and stared at the other girls with a wishful look on her face before she stared at the ground once again. Her and her mom used to be like that but since Linda's death its like they have grown farther apart. It almost seemed as if she didn't exist anymore, like she die along with Linda instead of Lilly. Running away seemed like the only answer she had, if her mom didn't want her she wasn't going to put herself through that kind of rejection and torture she would leave before that happened.
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 6, 2007 8:27:23 GMT -5
When Paige noticed the tears on her daughter's eyes her heart filled with pain she often felt these days. Glancing up at Kyle and then back at Mel, she kneeled down to the girl and said,''I'm sorry I treated you like that. I'm sorry I changed and became who I am but I can't help it.''she said softly.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 6, 2007 8:38:25 GMT -5
Melody slowly looked up at her mom as the tears finally rolled down her cheeks. She was shocked that her mom was even talking to her. "You know mom every since Linda's death I have felt like such a reject, a no good for nothing reject, it was like when Linda died I no longer existed. "Do you even know how much that hurts to feel as if you don't mean a thing to anybody". "Sometimes I think maybe if I ran away and lived in the streets maybe you would feel better, you wouldn't have to worry about me I could find a way to take care of myself without being a burden to anyone else" Melody said as the tears continued to flow down her cheeks.
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 6, 2007 9:04:10 GMT -5
Paige felt terrible then. It was true, she did behave like a total cow to her daughter. When Henry died she didn't even speak to Kaelyn and Linda for a while. Though when Linda died she changed completely espiecally to Melody for some reason. ''You're not a regect. I love you very much and I know you're an incredible child but it all is just too hard for me. I've been treating you terribly, I know and I apologize.''Paige said softly.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 6, 2007 9:31:59 GMT -5
"I am a reject, if I wasn't you wouldn't keep pushing me away every time I come near you" Melody said. "I know I'm not Linda and I will never take the place of Linda in your heart but I am a person and I have feelings too". "Right now I just feel like a big disappointment and a total reject that nobody cares about". "Dad and uncle Leo are the only two that seem to care anything about me, no one else cares".
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 6, 2007 10:06:30 GMT -5
''I only pushed you away once when Linda died.''Paige said,''Yes I was cold and strict but I'm the same to all of you.''Paige said trying to be calm.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 6, 2007 11:15:16 GMT -5
"No you comforted Kaelyn, you didn't push her away, you went and made sure she was ok" Melody said. "I just kept my distance because I can't handle that kind of rejection, I don't know what I would do if you ever rejected me like that especially when I really needed you" she said in a low voice.
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 6, 2007 12:26:42 GMT -5
''I just... I wasn't able to help you and Henry and Kaelyn and myself.''Paige said,''I thought you were stronger and they were weaker.''Paige shrugged.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 6, 2007 12:35:38 GMT -5
"Well its ok I guess, I'm kinda used to being pushed away, it still hurts a little but not as much as it did before because I learned not to have too much faith in other people because it will only hurt you in the end". Maybe it will be for the best if I left because I have caused you enough pain and I don't want to be a constant reminder of what you lost, I won't you to love me for me not because I remind you of Linda".
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 7, 2007 3:22:47 GMT -5
''That's nonsense. If another one of my children left my heart would break. I can't live without you kids, I really love you and your father with all my heart.''Paige said taking Melody's and Kyle's hands into hers.
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 7, 2007 7:52:12 GMT -5
"Really, do you really mean that" Melody asked looking up at her mom her eyes still shinning with tears? "Mom I've really missed you" Melody said wrapping her arms around her mother's waist and laying her head on her shoulder as the tears rolled down her cheeks.
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 7, 2007 8:12:55 GMT -5
''Of course I mean it, baby.''Paige smiled wrapping her arms round her daughtetr storking her hair,''Of course I mean it.''she repeated tears in her eyes. ''I know you did and I'm sorry.''
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Post by Melody Halliwell on Jul 7, 2007 8:21:00 GMT -5
Melody looked up at her mom with a smile feeling much better. "Mom I promise I'll never leave you" Melody said in a reassuring voice as she continued to hug her mom. "I'm sorry I was acting like a brat and moping around instead of coming to you, but I was so afraid of being rejected once again that I just kept it to myself".
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Post by Paige Matthews on Jul 7, 2007 8:49:26 GMT -5
''Thats the important part, never leave me.''Paige kissed her daughter's forehead,''You too.''she smiled at Kyle touching his cheek with one hand while wrapping the other one over Melody.
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